Tuesday, July 17, 2012

Fourth of July Radiation Treatment


Warning this has not been edited. This is number one in a 4 series post to bring you apes up to date.

“Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.” 


By now all of my fans know about my disease. Really I guess it is more like I have travelers inside my head. I am a vehicle for these gdamn aspergelosis fungi.

Man the hoops I have jumped through to try and get some treatment. I want them dead NOW!


Any way forth of July Megan had a very ambitious goal.
 Her desire was to have a typical back yard BarBq with immediate and slightly extended family.
 If all went according to plan it would have been some thing like this:

 A nearly, but not quite, but maybe never divorced couple.
 A contentious couple in the throws of a bitter break up.
 An intelligent dog blogger with aliens in his head.
 The bickering bickersons, and Roxy the incorrigible nipper.

I may not have much time left.
 There is no doubt I was sent here to to teach some lessons.
 Lessons about letting go, lessons about holding on and lessons about holding dear what is truly meaningfull.

I was abandoned at birth Bones was abandoned at birth.
 Coincidence? I think not.
 I was found wandering the desert when I was 2. Bones was saved from wandering a metaphorical dessert at 12.

 Coincidence? I think not. Bones and I now have the same human family around us.

We also have the same animal family to love us. I am here to help you to love each other and yourself.

The fourth didn't work out entirely as Meg planned but it worked out just as it was meant too.
It was Meg, Jesse. Matt ( Meg's brother ) Susan and Deb and Bones.

 Of course Roxy And I were also presiding  There was a lot of underling emotions running through this gathering.
 Just the fact that Bones and Deb are now apart is pretty much of a huge difference to begin with.

It was good to see that some of my teachings were being put to use. Every one got along and one thing was certain.

 I am the glue that holds this group together.

Susan sent Jess out to buy a new barbecue. He doesn't get to cook on the grill as much as he would like so this was not a task but a pleasure.

Susan made an ice cream  cake for Megs 30th a birthday she seems to be milking by the way

When the night was over I went to spend the night With Deb in Solvang.

 As it stands I am a Child of divorce and my time is split between the valley where I hang with my cat pals, and the beach zone where I hang with Roxy, Lillie and my 2 new roomies Kalani and  and bino. 

I love to try to ride Kalani, Bones calls it humping.

Joni, Kalanis and Binos mom has welcomed me with open arms. That is for the future post.
 Let it be known all this love from all these people is like medicine for me.

This may be my last 4th of July. 

If so please please remember my message.

 Love each other:
 Wish the best for each other and never for get the short time you got to spend with me.
 It was the best 2 years of my life. Remember 2 years is a long time to a dog.

 If you people don't spread the love,  remember that your petty human bickering does nothing to solve any problems, that jealousy and greed are not only wrong but the source of anxiety and stress, then my time was wasted.

 Don't waste my time!


Doggy lama
Hugs from the valley to the sea.

 I have spread my message from Ojai to Solvang to Carpinteria;

 I hope to be around for a while so I can keep an eye on my students. 

Take this love and spread it do not be afraid to live.

 ( Turns out the month just got better more to follow) Hugs from Cash Fargo Bellinger-Deyette

1 comment:

  1. Cash.....You have a lot of wisdom.....I will help spread your words! Hugz to you puppy!

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