Furry Flurry

I Talked about relationships  once, or at least I think I did.

Let me refresh my memory. If I am indeed correct I postulated: Everything that involves an interaction between 2 human beings is a relation ship.

Say for instance I meet a new dog in the park. I initiate the relationship by asserting my dominance. I am an alpha male. if I see you I own you. 

Well thats it in theory anyway. I wish it were that simple.

The honest brutal truth us you have to compromise sometimes.

In  a group of dogs there is always one dog that wants to run the show. That is me.

 I am Cash king of the hill.  

Don't get me worng I have been knocked down and challenged. But the nature of an alpha is to get up again.

So listen up. I am not laying down for anything.  Every day is a happening.

 Sweet and tender like happenings often are.

Bones is my alpha he has my back and I have his. Although lately he seems a might jealous of me. Bones new house and hence my new house is filled with more than meets the eye.

The front yard is like another time zone, like a tropical desert. 

Weird I just flashed about the last chronicle and the desert reference. Inside there is a lot of love and a lot of energy. big energy and 2 big hot bitches of my own species.

 A really neat desert and there are little kids that come around. 

You know what I think?  I like Bones as my Alpha because I trust him to try to administer the distribution of my time in as fair a fashion as possible.

I am speaking not of monitory matters but matters of the soul. My soul needs to feed on love.

Thank you lord there is so much love,some old some new some very new.

It is all love and I must admit I love the strength it gives me.

Listen between you and me I have a way with women. They love me they want to touch me. 

Bones gets to eat watch tv and poop and pee in the toilet. He is such a simple man. Most of all he gets to be himself. True that is not always a good thing but it is always a good thing for me.

Any way he thinks I should spend time with all the members of my inner circle human and otherwise. 

Bones hates to leave my side. He is codependent. Also the unspoken truth looms as a dark cloud about to burst with blood.

How much time do I get? We all have an expration date.

Bones has figured out what he thinks is equitable as far as time with me goes.

I trust him. I hope you in the inner core do also. My family is large and it has grown significantly in a short period. 

Make the most out of every thing.

Hug the creature next to you.  

From the mountains to the sea keep it real.   

Cash Fargo Bellinger

Fourth of July Radiation Treatment

Warning this has not been edited. This is number one in a 4 series post to bring you apes up to date.

“Happiness is not something ready made. It comes from your own actions.” 

― Dalai Lama XIV

By now all of my fans know about my disease. Really I guess it is more like I have travelers inside my head. I am a vehicle for these gdamn aspergelosis fungi.

Man the hoops I have jumped through to try and get some treatment. I want them dead NOW!

Any way forth of July Megan had a very ambitious goal.

 Her desire was to have a typical back yard BarBq with immediate and slightly extended family.

 If all went according to plan it would have been some thing like this:

 A nearly, but not quite, but maybe never divorced couple.

 A contentious couple in the throws of a bitter break up.

 An intelligent dog blogger with aliens in his head.

 The bickering bickersons, and Roxy the incorrigible nipper.

I may not have much time left.

 There is no doubt I was sent here to to teach some lessons.

 Lessons about letting go, lessons about holding on and lessons about holding dear what is truly meaningfull.

I was abandoned at birth Bones was abandoned at birth.

 Coincidence? I think not.

 I was found wandering the desert when I was 2. Bones was saved from wandering a metaphorical dessert at 12.

 Coincidence? I think not. Bones and I now have the same human family around us.

We also have the same animal family to love us. I am here to help you to love each other and yourself.

The fourth didn't work out entirely as Meg planned but it worked out just as it was meant too.

It was Meg, Jesse. Matt ( Meg's brother ) Susan and Deb and Bones.

 Of course Roxy And I were also presiding  There was a lot of underling emotions running through this gathering.

 Just the fact that Bones and Deb are now apart is pretty much of a huge difference to begin with.

It was good to see that some of my teachings were being put to use. Every one got along and one thing was certain.

 I am the glue that holds this group together.

Susan sent Jess out to buy a new barbecue. He doesn't get to cook on the grill as much as he would like so this was not a task but a pleasure.

Susan made an ice cream  cake for Megs 30th a birthday she seems to be milking by the way

When the night was over I went to spend the night With Deb in Solvang.

 As it stands I am a Child of divorce and my time is split between the valley where I hang with my cat pals, and the beach zone where I hang with Roxy, Lillie and my 2 new roomies Kalani and  and bino. 

I love to try to ride Kalani, Bones calls it humping.

Joni, Kalanis and Binos mom has welcomed me with open arms. That is for the future post.

 Let it be known all this love from all these people is like medicine for me.

This may be my last 4th of July. 

If so please please remember my message.

 Love each other:

 Wish the best for each other and never for get the short time you got to spend with me.

 It was the best 2 years of my life. Remember 2 years is a long time to a dog.

 If you people don't spread the love,  remember that your petty human bickering does nothing to solve any problems, that jealousy and greed are not only wrong but the source of anxiety and stress, then my time was wasted.

 Don't waste my time!

Doggy lama

Hugs from the valley to the sea.

 I have spread my message from Ojai to Solvang to Carpinteria;

 I hope to be around for a while so I can keep an eye on my students. 

Take this love and spread it do not be afraid to live.

 ( Turns out the month just got better more to follow) Hugs from Cash Fargo Bellinger-Deyette