Don't let the sun go down on me

Damn I thought I had kicked some fungus ass. Blood coming out my nose again

I tried to hide it from Bones. I have been licking up all the evidence so no one knew.

I do not want to go back to square one and get probed and poked. Turns out that is actually not a recourse at this stage anyway. 

I love where I am I like being loved and I have a great bunch of energy around me.

Just know if these are the end days I love you all so much and appreciate everything everyone has done to get me this far.

If my Brain starts to go remember me for who I was. Fight the good fight  love each other for who you are not what you think the other person should be.

Get over the past, life is fleeting take my word for it. I packed in a lot in the last 2 and a half years.

Megan Jesse Susan Joni and Deb I am glad you were all lucky enough to know me .

Thats right you heard me sure I am lucky to know you guys, but as the sticker on Bones car says: 

Who saved who?

 I saved Bones thats who. The bitter sweet and short time we have had together so far has made an incredible impact on a lot of people.

You humans have found out what you are made from because of me.

I know what I am made of.

 I fought this crap for a long time before you guys came along.

Is there a reason for life? Yes, the reason is to help each other through. 

Roxy I love you.

Kalani,  keala,  Lillie:  I know you are amazed by me and rightfully so. I am amazing.

Bones what can I say? When you lost Alli and Roxy sucked in her last breath I know you were beat down. No more dogs you said no more pain.

Hah you did not count on Megan did you?

 No choice my amigo  for some reason we are joined you and I. Kindred spirits 

I hope you take the love I have shared and use it wisely.

David and Capricabell you shorties are the best, so much fun playing with you guys. I hope all your dreams come true and all your prayers get answered.

All this said I may be premature in my post and if you pray please pray this is not the end of the Cash Fargo Bellinger chronicles.  

Roxy I want you nearby when and if the time comes my last breath is yours.

From the mountains to the sea to the Valley. Love from

Cash Fargo Bellinger

Get Shortie

Its been a while Hows it going out there in the real world? 

Me I am living on borrowed time. Tell you what, I have found out one big thing.

I love kids and they love me.

I think I have mentioned Capricabell and David, they are Joni's nephew and niece. 

Henceforth all puppy humans will be referred to as shorties.

So the shorties stop by usually once a day. sometimes they stop by just to see me. 

I hear them calling from the front yard " is Cash home"? Can Cash come out to play?

The beauty of shorties is they have not learned to lie. The grownups have very convoluted relationships based on things you can and can not say to certain members of the tribe.

Shorties have something to share with me, unconditional love.

Just like the love I share with my tribe of humans pure and simple.

I wish all of you people could retain that as you grow older.

This week was very special for Bones. He had a visit from down-under. OK I don't really know what that means but a very old and dear friend of his was coming to see him after 15 years. That mind you is a lifetime to my kind.

The cool thing was I got to hang with Bones and his pal Pecker. Yea I know don't ask I think it may be a nickname. Pecker spent a night and Joni fed him and Bones another amazing meal.

Mike ( his real name) is another respected elder of this tribe.

He was cool this Pecker person, we went to see Ollie Bones kids shortie, Marsha was there and Pecker was glad to see her. It turns out Marsha and Pecker and Bones lived together a long tome ago like 2 life times. 

Ollie is such a shortie he cant make the noises that the big people make yet. Talking is the noise I speak of. Ollie does make his own sounds though and everything he does amazes Bones.

We went to the park and Ollie crawled about 20 feet just to touch me and look in my eyes. I dig him he digs me.

Also this week Bones played the stuff he calls music with his band. 

He had a drummer drive all the way from somewhere called Idaho to play with him. 

His name is Dayle.

 Dayle spent a couple of nights at our house. 

The really neat thing was Joni cooked a huge meal and Meg and Susan and Jesse were all here too.

 Of course  Roxy was also part of the party. Dayle got to meet the people ranking very high in this tribe. 

He is now a respected elder of this tribe.

We have a new routine Jesse is teaching shorties now so 3 days a week Roxy and I hang out together.

I am having kind of a rough week. I am snarfing and coughing so it is time for another dose of the stuff that seems to be helping kill the fungus in my head.

Please try to be more like the shorties.

Love and hugs from the seaside to the valley to the mountains. 

Cash Fargo Bellinger